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"What..?" Blinking her eyes, she stared upon the pale face of Agent. Such an aburpt question had taken her by such suprise she wasn't sure on how to answer her. Looking to the side in silence, Ren's eyes peered into the dark vacancy around them where only the shadows existed, looking into her soul to find what she sought.

" Does anyone miss me..?" A silent voice went off in her mind and Ren consetrated upon it earnestly, hoping her inner voice would tell her the answer. Was she missed, did anyone care..?

" I can remember a war..there was blood..and faces of strange creatures. They're faces white as the pale moon light, and upon them were long black robes that billowed in the whistling wind late at night...."

As she listened to her own thoughts whirling around her subconcious images followed, and the faces of those men -or creatures, clawed at her as if they were in the flesh that very moment...but who or what they were, she could not recall..

Taking a deep breath, Ren looked once again at the girl named Agent, and not even trying to force a smiles she spoke her words heavily as if they were weighted by her saddness.
"Sadly, I can't answer your question Agent. I don't know what happens in out death, or whether or not back in the place I left for this world if anyone misses me or not...for the fact of the matter is... I don't even know who I am or where I was from. "

"I figured as much..forgive me. I- I at times become consumed in the thought before my death, for I know them very well...you see..I know how I died.." Looking down the young girl touched her pale cheek with her black-nailed fingertips softly, and peered into the darkness of the sky briefly. Her dark plum colored eyes scaned the sky then, silently she said softly, " I should be gone now..for all that I know. But this world is too much like home to me..and if I went somewhere where I was all alone.." Around her she watched as the many people of her clan ran about laughing, playing, drinking one and other under the table, and just being happy, the very sight of it alone formed a smile on her lips and a warm feeling to her heart. " I would miss this place so much. Its my home."

" Heh, yea..a crazy home thats for sure!" Laughing spiritedly, Ren looked up at the sky with a small glimmer sparkling in her eyes almost deviously. " And I really am starting to think that I like this place too, so I'm not leaving here until I say so!"