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I may be some what indapendent for a while b/c nate moved away. Yah i know that was like 1 month or so ago. But sence today Anna's gone to. And so i wont get to see them like hardly anymore. The only reason i got to see alot of them before is because nate would come up to see anna every weekend, but sence anna moved now with him the only time i can see then is when i go to my dads house. But i really dont like going to my dads house b/c hes been an a** latly and b/c if i go down there i cant hangout with my friends. And on the weekend thats the only time i can like really hangout with them. Witch sucks but i have to take care of corey. And i Have to b/c thats my responseablity.And theres nothing i can do about that. But I am mostly going to be really sad latly so if i really dont talk to you i'm sorry but it just feels like everyone is leaving me. And anna, and nate were always there for me. B/c i dont get along with my mom. so if my mom and i get into a fight all i would have to do is call anna or nate and they would either take me to a friends house or just get me out of the house for awhile. And i have no clue what i'm going to do with out them here. I have like no one that understands me up here. Yah i know it seems like i'm so happy but i'm not i just hold it in so i wont make other people feel bad. Yah I do seem like sad at like random times but something just happens its like i cant hold it in anymore.But what i'm geting at i'm loosing my best friends, and the only people that really care about me. So i'm going to be really independent and depresd for a while and im sorry. if im like craby or just dont want to talk. And if i ignore you its not that im mad at you or hate u i just dont want to talk or get close to you because then mostlikly you will leave me to, or like move. I'm really sorry everybody but i have to tell you so youk now that i'm not mad at you or like hate you. I still LOVE YOU guys but yah. I just wanted to let you know.