stare stare stare . Well this certainly is what you would call... an interesting 48 hours. Well man, I really dont know where to start...ok now I do.
Well in these past 48 hours I have had my heart broken in 5 different pieces,and I have had my dreams turned to practically nil nothing. This really is starting to turn majorly sour. For Once I just wish a nice big package of perfect perfection would fall into my lap with no catches at all. My heart is slowly mending itself. I have basically made amends with the one I was falling over, and I am moving on. It will take time that is for sure. I just wrote another poem last nite, so if you have a postpoems.net account check me out coldpants18 in the basement. I think ya'll will enjoy it very much redface . But anywho onto to my dreams being made to nil. I had an appointment today with my counsellor thats getting me into college,and the 2 women who gave me a vocational evaluation. Well lets just say I'm not sure if I'm going to be making the big $$$ that I've always dreamed about making for quite some time. I have basically been told that I'm not "up to par" or "good enough" for my long time desired profession neutral neutral neutral . But alas, I still hope to achieve my dreams some day, I refuse to give up. I am still going to keep promises made to certain people, over a certain ocean, to a certain island wink heart ,lol.
So thats pretty much the breakdown of my current situation I have some Jobs on thursday and friday to make some Moolah so thats cool. I cannot wait until friday when I can get away from all this Bullshit. I am hanging out with all my best friends, and smelling that Air that somehow has a purple magickal mist to it...
Tuesday should be interesting as well..... heart heart heart
So Until next time Gaians.
Bo. Im a llama ninja,lmao dramallama dramallama dramallama ninja ninja ninja
Buildings burn people die, but real love is forever.
-Eric Draven
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