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Welll its been a few...years,lol. This entry is a little better than the last one I guess. My life has changed quite a bit since then. My dad and Tina are still dating but they dont live together (thankfully,lol). I graduated CompuTeachers and Im thinking about going to Akron U, mom got out of CBCF and now unfourtantley she is headed back for another 6 months... Im living with my dad again, and trying to get back on track with how I used to be. Hanging with my friends, walking around with my own money,and just enjoying life. The past year has really sucked. I got a job but I lost it unfourtantely, though this time it wasnt my fault....
But all these things aside really arent why im writing this... I wrote it to gripe a little. I just met a really awesome chick here on Gaia and she knows I want to date her. Well unfourtantely one of the reasons why she doesent date is because she's been hurt by people. So I have a question to pose... Why is it that every time I get a little interested in a girl, the reason why I cant get close, and end up getting my heart broke, is beacause of some other dickhead? It pisses me off to kno end. I told her I know shes not trying to hurt me and I understand. I really do just want to be her friend... but id like to be... more. But she doesent want it. emo So I guess ill just have to stop and be friends, though im sick of just having that role in womens lives...

Well im gonna go and find some good music to listen to.
See ya later people. wink