First football game today
I was....well above average in socializing with people
I feel accepted in band
Then when I am invited:
"hey bradley! want to go to Perkins after the game?"
"nah, I don't feel like it"
"why?"
"I just DON'T okay?"
so now I'm sitting here, 3:11 in the morning, typing this wondering why the hell I didn't say yes
I know I'm rather reclusive, I know I'm not a rather social, friendly people
I'm lucky if I'm talking to more than one person online
I ask again, why do I do this? I used to be so social, now I seemed to developed that anxiety disorder
Gilliganiganiganigoo · Fri Aug 25, 2006 @ 08:13am · 0 Comments |