I feel that i need to talk a little bit about sasha here in my journal without a care who sees because i know she really needs it right now because i screwed up.....
Sasha i'm so very sorry for everything that i put you through. It hurts me to know that i caused you pain just now by even suggesting that i wasted my time coming on.....i just didn't know what to say because i just wanted to help and i thought your were mad at me. I felt as though you didn't want me here. And also i think that it was a misunderstanding on both of our parts. Sasha my love you really mean the most to me in my world. I never intended to hurt you or anything of that sort because i love you and when you hurt, i hurt too. like right now for instance....i can't even function normally till i know you have came on and read this and the message i'm about to send you....i may screw up from time to time but if there's one thing i know my love i always try to make them up to you one hundred percent. Everyday i have an inner battle with myself in the way that i i'm terrified i'm not doing good enough and also at the same time knowing i'm doing the best i can. Because the last thing i ever want is you to leave because i'm crushed right now feeling like you're mad beyond all belief and i cant even imagine what leaving would do to me.....my friend angela just called and i answered the phone....she really noticed that i wasn't myself....and i'm not myself....i feel as though i hurt the one thing i love and i hurt my luna chan! and i'm going to say this right now....i'm not going to cover it or hide but instead anyone who reads will see what i say right now
Sasha my love i am so very very very sorry for hurting you just now and i just want you to know that i love and care about you so incredibly much and i'm going to do everything in my power to make it right
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