I wish that my avatars eyes can close...
that way it can truly represent me and my feelings...
Today, i find my old friend joey on GaiaOnline...
She was one of the most precious people i could have ever met... she was, what i would like to call her if she ever gave me permission to, my best friend... about a year or so ago, she died from a terrible accident. She loved Gaia, and had her own family here... in school, she also had that. she was my sister, well, is my sister...
I wish to close my eyes to understand...
one day she took me to go see this very interesting outside market/festival. there, i met two of her best friends. One of them, named Celeste. She seemed very interesting to me, and we got along sort of well...
a few months after that, i grew terribily ill, and couldnt even stand. celeste was the only person i was able to talk to. I spoke to joey as well, and they were really my only company through text messages while i was bed ridden... when i started getting better, i was able to move around rooms. I hadnt heard from joey that day, or the day before. But 2days before that, i remembered her calling me saying that she was sorry for causing me trouble because fo something that happened between her and her boyfriend and her boyfriend dragged me into it... i told her that it was alright and that i loved her... the day i moved rooms, Celeste and i are texting... she then stops for a while, and i'm playing a game with my little cousin... Celeste then calls me and tells me that joey was in the hospital and was hit by a car...
i dont believe this intofrmation until i reach the hospital, and i'm crying tears... joey was hooked up to a bed, kept alive by machines... i cried... hoping that she could hear my last words to her... i still miss her dearly, and i prey everyday that she heard me... i miss her so much... i love to dearly... and i never want to forget her... i love you joey fox..... and i always will...
Kaz_Nara Community Member |
|