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Dedications.
Hello, guys.
It's ******** June. I don't know how to feel about that. This month has a few celebratory days. There's Father's Day, a few birthdays, including mine. My bio father made me hate Father's Day, so not something I really celebrate myself. For others, though. A celebratory day.
Something always goes wrong in this month, without fault.
That's not why I've made this Journal Entry.
The purpose of this entry is to shout out some people in my life as of this posting. Thank them, just tell how I honestly feel about them. This is dedicated to you (well, if your name is here, it is).
~Scott
I always say there are never enough words to describe you and I, and what you mean to me. I don't think there ever will be, but I'll always be here trying to come up with them.. Scott, you are my very best friend. The very first day I met you, I was just in a state of disbelief and amazement, that a human like you actually existed and that we had found one another. You are amazing. I'm a tough crowd, and you easily had me laughing. That's the thing about you; you have this charm that you, thankfully, use for good. Your heart and soul are so kind. And you are so opposite of me, yet we are the pieces that make each other complete. I admire your ability to give others multiple chances, your faith in the fellow human. Your head is so big, enough to fill all of that knowledge and scientific stuff you're into. Let me make your head bigger by saying how like, freaking easy on the eyes you are. It's all from your mom, so thank her. It's very important to note how you've always stuck by my side, no matter what. Seriously no matter what. I'm difficult to love, but somehow it comes easy for you with me. Every time we fight, I know it will always be because we care for one another, and it will always come down to US. I know that we will always find our way back, and not in a for the duration of time we're in each other's lives, but for always, because we are a forever package. In my cold soul, I hold you close. I remember times I felt so off, abnormal. You would be there to tell me the truth. I love that we don't candy coat things with one another; for how raw and painful it will be for a few minutes or hours, I will always appreciate it over anything. You make me feel infinite, and I especially love being infinite together. You've never made a promise to me that you knew you wouldn't keep. For two total opposites, it's decadence how we grew so close. Is it any wonder? You're way too damned nice too people sometimes, letting them give you s**t in intervals, and I'm quite the opposite. I also love that about you. You usually do what you think is right. You teach me lessons for s**t I do, or as I like to call them.. You know what I like to call them. I just think it's really amazing how much you genuinely care for me, showing it through speech and non-verbal cues. You are just over all special to me. I trust you with everything I have. Scott knows me the most out of anyone, sometimes better than myself which, admittedly, is a tad frightening. But, if anyone, it's him I want to have this. What I hate seeing is him upset. He is kind of a happy go lucky dude, which is kind of gross but I love it in him. He's a merry tin. I LOVE seeing him all jumpy and excited. Scott, you are half of my whole, a great partner to have, and a bounteous soul to go through life with. An amazing friend, brother, and student. I feel like I'm about to start embarrassing you, and like I'm going to start weeping, so I'll stop. I love you, Scott.
~Liz
Oh my, what can I say about you? You have been awesome since the day I met you. You're silly, funny, and crazy. You're nice, but you can be the opposite when you want to. This girl is good at a lot of things, including interesting plots. Whether she knows it or not. She makes up words like "confuzzled", I'm convinced she has her very own dictionary of words she's created stored somewhere. She's ******** awesome. You would be lucky to have this girl as a friend. If you're in a bad mood, she'll be there to make you laugh or cry with you.
~Twi
Me and you have been through a lot with each other. From being so close, to then having big sister fights, then arguing and fighting. Look at where we are now. I trust this girl. She's silly, maybe not the brightest bulb, though this is still my fam. I accept her just as she is. She is kind of heart. If you ******** with her, you'll probably be ******** with me as well, and I don't play that. We all know how that plays out.
~Sam
I don't know what to say about you. Not really. I don't even know why I'm including you in this. After Sam, I increased my unwillingness to share my soul with S.O.'s. He was always good to me and I will always remember. But, there was just one pivotal thing at the end that made me more protective this my ice block heart. I had such strong feelings for this guy. But didn't seem to be the right choice over someone much shitter than I. Well, just, .. Thank you for being kind to me. Really, it's something I always appreciate.
~Byron
We've been cool since elementary. I remember crushing on you so much back then. Now we're older. You kind of disappeared last year. So did the feelings I had for you. You're my bud. You're great.
~Megan
This girl is my wife as ********. I've know you since elementary school, and we've grown close as of this older life. You've stuck by my side this whole time with your craziness! Eleven months wifed up and still going strong! Seriously though, this girl is total amazingness. She's crazy, funny, silly, and hyper at times, while also being capable of setting you on fire if she felt like it. Each time we're in a room together, it's never sane. We love to kick a** together. We get into some s**t sometimes. It would help if others would stop bringing it to us. Let us ******** live. If there's a problem, I'm right beside her. She is an idiot occasionally, and I give my opinion there when warranted. You can't control your friends, but can give them different perspectives and try to guide them. We've had problems, and I wanted a divorce one time. She wouldn't even sign the papers though stare We've been able to work our s**t out time and time, when both of us come together. I usually get on with males better, just how s**t has been, but this girl is probably my closest female friend. She is kind of really loca when upset/mad, but also a good friend to have on your side. You just have to be there to encourage her to stay authentic, to be her real self.
~Mark
This guy is my current boyfriend. I can describe him in many ways. I don't even know where to begin.. You're silly, while also being worrisome and an emotional being. You make me feel some different kind of s**t. I think it's nice when you use physical cues of care, but, you need to work on the verbal ones. You smell great, like shower and spice. Just thought you should know that. You recently told me you love me, and it was weird. I was shocked, for a few reasons. I don't know that I love you yet. Even though you said it to me, it did not feel right to say back at the time. I like you a lot, and you have to be okay with these words for now. My attraction to you is quite obvious. You don't give up easily, you're persistent. I like a determined spirit. But then, there are some things you are willing to give up on in just a blink of an eye. I feel protective of who is allowed to hurt him, but he doesn't seem to care and leaves himself open to be hurt by the same people. At the moment, I feel like it we were to part, I'll still care about this guy for a while, since my feelings are genuine and I'm all into this dude. I've had his back even when were were just friends. He loves weird s**t like Foamy the Squirrel. He's usually good at telling when I'm upset, likely because he's the one that did it, or he just manifested it by asking me multiple times when nothing at all is wrong. He notices the way I walk, and finds amazement in my stride, which has me doing a double take, considering his personality. It just doesn't make sense, I suppose.. He jokingly tries to emulate my walk. What a doof. That's enough about you for now.
~KC
Let's see.. I don't know. I met you through Scott. You're cool sometimes. You complain or become upset about things that I can't seem to get into. We communicate in opposite ways. You seem to be arguing a lot with people I care for. You are very in touch with your emotional beast. Most girls have these, though. You're a good listener. When we first met, we were already cursing people out with each other, which is a nice first impression. Those days. She's silly, girly, kind of funny. And this girl calls my best friend this nickname I will short term temporarily torture him with, "Scotty Bear". I wonder how my guy would react if I added a "bear" to his last name. I seriously do. Anyway, this girl is cotton candy sweet from what I can tell.
~Nyxx
I miss you so ******** much, I miss the times we would rock out together. This girl is totally hardcore. She's been through some s**t, but I believe her to be resilient. I hope it stays that way. I miss you, we need to hang out again.
~Shana
I don't even know what to say about you. Just ******** amazingness. You're creative and I believe you soul was meant to heal and help, not only others but yourself. Not just now, but on a consistent basis. Promise to take care of yourself always.
I love you guys. Keep being you. (Sorry, I started to write less and less because I am beat. It is 2:44 AM and I'm getting tired x.x )
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