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Hey subscribers and all you other fiends. How's your day today? Go ahead and leave a comment telling me, if so inclined.

Guess how mine went?

Well of course I'm going to tell you without you having to. We start the day off in school. I went early (about, 6:30, possibly earlier ). I headed to my friends' hangout spot, like usual. Which is in the library. Very cool, I know.

None of my friends had shown yet, so I sat on one of the couches and took out my homework that I didn't complete from the night before..

Soon enough people started arrive. Cheyenne, my sister, and myself begun doing our homework together. Super responsible, our bunch.

Guy I liked came in, we were chatting. Best friend came in, he stopped.

Seriously.

He got stark silent when she came in the door. I was wondering what was up with that. This had happened a couple days before, as well.

It was time to start class, and me and him were talking as I collected my things. Then best friend (let's call her C) came in and he all of a sudden dashed out of the library, as quick as lightning strikes. I was entirely confused. He didn't speak when C was there with us, and then he bolts out of there. C had asked him why he wasn't talking, and all he said was, "Thinking." I had stared at him for a while, trying to read what was going on.

She likes him, and swore to me and our heavenly savior that she would tell him she likes him today while we sat there. Well, she didn't. I'm sick, like actual influenza black plague sick, of her talking about nothing but him and how much she wants to tell him, All of that horse s**t.

Like completely exhausting my ears.

So I was like, "******** this. I'm tellling him right now."

Which she was fine with. So I ran to catch up with him, and I told him.

I couldn't tell from his reaction whether he was interested or not. I won't say exactly what he told me. I'm planning on asking him what he thinks tomorrow (we only see one another in the mornings). C wants a solid answer. As do I. She should have told him herself, though. No matter how frightening these things seem and no matter what the reaction may be, those things are better coming straight from the source. I was so uncomfortable telling him that myself. Instead of just telling him my feelings.

I don't know what to think. Feeling a bit conflicted.

I regret it, then I'm glad I did it.

It was a rush, it was impulsive.

Soo. How was your day? Having issues wih friends? Get into a fight? Tell me about it. I'm listening.

Until next time.