Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

.. It's still okay.

Will and I went out and saw The Hills Have Eyes.


It sucked.

Well. It was like the CHainsaw Massacre, in the "people are trapped now we have a killing spree" movie. Fun if you like watching blood and people being burned alive, not fun if you actually want your brain to exercise, or have an interesting story.

I thought The Hills Have Eyes would be interesting.
Not so.

Wes Craven sucks once again, using too much body makeup to make something that could've been an awesome psychotic thriller into a stupid, deformed guy who sounds like a dog with a rifle.

Which, interestingly enough, seems to be the exact theme he uses for all his stupidass movies which he's been critically acclaimed for.
Why the hell do people like this s**t?

It's not "Oooo, blood!" is it? I mean, the general populace is smarter than this, right?
Right?

After the movie we went to Backyard Burger and ate. And after that, we went to my house and played videogames, reseated my videocard, and talked about stuff.

No kissing, macking, or any other physical contact.

Just really deep, private conversations where I look like a ********.

Yes, I had the awkward asexual conversation. And he accepted it, says he'd still like to go out with me. Awesome, I'm thinking.

Then I ask him how often he masturbates.

Yeah. Go me. I'm such a loser.

Luckily I guess those are the perks that come with dating a crazy person such as myself. I guess he likes that.

We were replacing my monitor while we were having the conversation, so luckily I was a little sidetracked and there weren't any weird looks. None that I noticed, anyway.

I just told him I was asexual, didn't explain the androgyne thing. I never do. I always leave that part out. Goes over too many people's heads, and just freaks 'em out.

I mean, look at the surprises I get online from people who are trying to understand. XP

But after the videogames, we talked a long time, and cheezily enough(he brought it up) we told each other our deepest secrets.

And me, I have one thing I've never told anyone. Even online. And I told him.
And he's like. "OHOHOHO. You're PALES in comparison to MINE."
Which it does. XD

See, mine was that I still suck my thumb. Yeah. I'm 18 and I still suck my thumb. Go mental problems. I'm trying to quit... Really.

I actually did quit when I was around 15-16, but then I started up again at 17 when stress started to be all.. Everything.

His secret was... Interesting. Someone just can't make up what he went through. It was somethingt hat any other [straight] guy would've repressed into the faraway corners of their mind and convince himself never happened.
Will laughed at it, and said that he was drunk, they were hot, so it was okay.

And no, he didn't do other guys, if that's what you're thinking. Nononono.
It's MUCH more interesting than that.

But yeah, he told it to me in confidence so I'm not going to tell anyone else.
He was concerned other people would make fun of him for it. I was like. "Dude. No. That's something other people will probably pity you with."
But now that it's been a day, and I've run it through my mind, and have seen the way Will laughs at the expierence himself.

Hell yeah. I'd make fun of him for it.
... If I were sadistic. XD
Which I am, but I'm going to contain myself. xd

So he says a few more dates and we can consider ourselves a couple.

He's a WoW dork. xd
He likes using the analogy that he's a pirate and I'm a ninja. Because we were playing Tenchu: Wrath of Heaven, and I mentioned how samurai sucked [in the game] and he should probably pick a ninja.
And he's like. "You know... Pirates own ninjas.."
And I was "Gah, I hate pirates. Pirates suck."
Haha, yeah...

Basically what it turns out is that we both decided that we are both in desperate need for some sort of person-to-person social relationship because we both vegitate in front of the computer and have no social life.

Which is a good enough excuse (albeit truthful one) for me.

I'm still not feeling like I'm crushing on him.
I don't love him, but this couple thing should be fun.

We're only going until I move, anyway. Which is in July. And if it gets really serious by the, and he offers to move with me, then, well.

Maybe I'll be a total a** and explain to him I don't love him. I dunno.

[lyrics don't mean much, they were just playing when I started this entry]

I won't stand in your way
let your hatred grow
and she'll scream
and she'll shout
and she'll pray
and she had a name
yeah she had a name

and I won't hold you back
let your anger rise
and we'll fly
and we'll fall
and we'll burn
no one will recall
no one will recall

this is the last time I'll abandon you
and this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could

look to the stars
let hope burn in your eyes
and we'll love
and we'll hope
and we'll die
all to no avail
all to no avail

this is the last time I'll abandon you
and this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could

this is the last time I'll abandon you
and this is the last time I'll forget you
I wish I could
I wish I could