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I haven't been doing well lately.I'm still extremely depressed, and lonely as can be. Most of my friends already have someone in their life, someone to hold them. Is it too much to ask for someone to be there when I get home and hold me when I sleep? Apparently it is. Let's face it, who would want me? I'm not pretty, or funny, or smart, or talented in any way. I'm not like my friends. Each of them has a something that can attract people to them, but I don't. I couldn't even keep a scumbag like my ex around. If I couldn't keep him, who can I keep with me? I'm so lonely, and as much as I wish it did, being around my friends just isn't cutting it anymore. I need a man in my life who will love me for who I am, not because they want me in bed with them. Living here, that's not going to happen. But it's not like I can move or anything. I don't have the money to move to a bigger city to meet people. Now I'm just ranting about nothing. I'm depressed and lonely, and that won't be getting better anytime soon.
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