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I saw him today. He was with her, of course. He spoke to me as though nothing happened. I can't believe that little skank! Parading around like she owns everything and wearing his dog tags! I wore those ******** dog tags for seven months waiting for him to come home from the military. His sister had to make me promise not to wear them around my neck when I slept so that I wouldn't choke myself. So I wore them wrapped around my hands because it was the only thing that I had of his. Nearly I year I listened to him tell me lies and I believed every word of it because I love him. I don't even know why I love him anymore. Maybe it's that kindness that I see in him very rarely. He's gotten worse lately, and I know it's because of her. He claims that he's not with her, but you don't give something as precious as your dog tags to a girl your not with. I know he cheated on me with her, he can deny it all he wants. He ******** her while ignoring my calls and leaving me to cry alone when I was worried about his family. Oh thats right, it pisses him off when people cry. I was never good enough, never. I was nothing more to him then a toy that he got bored with and tossed aside for a better one. She's pretty though, and slimmer then me. He proudly shows off the hickeys that she gives him night after night. When I saw him today, I got so sick to my stomach that I actually had to go to the bathroom because I thought I was going to throw up. I was emotionless the rest of the day, and I haven't had an appetite either. He doesn't understand, or care what he's done to me. Dad got his pills refilled today....
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