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Sunday, June 6th, 10:38PM , 2010. .

Dear Journal,

well..I haven't posted for such a long time. I don't know why I stopped..oh wait it was because I guess I just had a moment where I thought I couldn't get all the items I once had on here. I shouldn't have thought "If I don't have nice items, I don't want to be part of this community!" what I love most about this site, Gaiaonline, is that I can be myself, I can be creative, I can just ..be so a live here I guess. Plus, aren't the avatars just soo cute? I have faith I'll finish my dream sometime this year. I'm glad to be back on this site. I have homework so I don't actually know..how much time I'll be able to spend here but yeah it's all good. I'm so nervous about turning seventeen in three months. That's around the same time summer ends and school starts up. I'll be in the 10th grade.

Oh journal..I can remember when I joined this site when I was twelve. I was barely..probably in the third grade. So much has changed..so many friends..so many..like I said changes. Everything has changed. I told myself when I was younger "I will stay the same. I Frankie Lee, will never change, but stay the same way forever." I was naive to think I could say such a thing and actually keep a promise like that when all along, through these days, weeks, months, years, I have been changing into quite the young man. Sure I might not be the manliest, sure I might not be the braviest, and sure I might not be the most outspoken..but I'm..just me and I'd rather just be me and not anybody else! too want to be somebody else other then who I am now is an insult to God himself! at least I think so. He made us the way we are..and we want to be like that person? God all made us different ..unique..and..so I'm happy he made me! I'm happy I was chosen to stay here and I'm glad he knew I could face this world! the best I could..and that's everything I'm sure he's happy.

I guess..that's really it..

Thanks for readin.