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Tuesday, May 4th, 2:00AM , 2010. .

Dear Journal,

Hey journal, sorry I didn't write for Monday, I was busy. I found out I needed to go to testing on Monday. I was shocked and nervous and had no idea what I was going to wear and just ..take with me. I ended up wearing a sweater and jeans, white/lack shoes, and took a black back pack with me, inside chips, and water. When I first arrived there at 8:20AM, we were completely lost. Just so you know, the test took place at King City Cinema, but actually it was the building next to it, which was called Hartnell College. I walked inside, and I was so nervous, really. I didn't know where to sit. This boy named Michael, nudged his head, and asked me to sit next to him, and so I did. I was happy because I made friends with someone, at least one person is good enough for me. It's better then being alone, or at least feeling like you are. I'm glad I met Michael, and my old friend Whovanal. I don't know how to spell his name so I just sounded it out and put it into letters.

My subjects are English, Math, Science, and History. I hope I finish Math and Science today. Math has seventy-one questions, so I plan to go through it quick, or at least read it, put thought into the answer and just go with my God, heart, gut. I have a strong feeling I may have to go the third day as well, but I don't really mind it. Science has sixty-six questions, so I should be able to finish it if Math doesn't get too much in the way. Day one of testing was great, so I pray that day two, which is today, is cool too. God is watching over so I know he'll take over the situation and make it better.

Oh and here's a song;

The day ends while I’m searching for where I can vent my irritations to
The sky turns gray and I can’t see anything beyond it
Those who feign common sense are laughing; what kind of lies will they tell next?
Can you leave the things gotten that way carefully embellished?
But I must move forward to tomorrow
So I’ll sing like this

It’s you who are crying, it’s you who are lonely
You’re right, you’re being human
Tears I’ve shed will say this
It’s not a lie that it’s so beautiful, even like this; thank you for our true selves

There are dreams you want to fulfill and dreams you can’t reach
That itself turns into a dream, turns into hope, and people are able to live on, right?
A door exists; it’s waiting there
So I’ll reach out my hands

For you who are crushed, here’s the strength and confidence for you to be able to fight again and my song
Tears I’ve shed will say this
Thank you to the miracle that we were able to meet in a dirty and ugly world, even like this
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Thanks for readin.