I know I've talked about these voices before and also they are hallucinations. So I wanted to say what their apperances are too give you a clearer idea on what I'm still dealing with on a daily basis.
Moon: she has blonde hair with hazel eyes and wears this ulgy sunflower dress with different stains on it that I don't know what they are. She usually carries a short knife in her right hand ready to harm me or anyone else.
Panda: he has short black hair with white eyes and wears a panda shirt with matching pants. That's why he's called Panda. He always carries a small panda stuffed animal with a small pistol that's hidden in his pocket. Including a giant lillopop to show he's inncoent which he's not of course.
Rayne: he has short white hair with silver eyes and wears these white outfit covered in blood stains. He doesn't have a weapon unlike the other 3. he also doesn't carry anything with him just himself basically and he's very strong. he does fight but only hand to hand combat.
Chad: he's the oldest out of the 5 of them since he's my age. he has short red hair with green eyes. he just wears normal clothes like any other regular person. he carries a s**t load of weapons from guns to knives to anything in between. he may have to most set of weapons and might be the abusive towards me but he nothing compare to Midnight.
Midnight: he the same age as Rayne and is his best friend so to speak. he has long black hair with his bangs covering his left eye. his right eyes doesn't exist just has blood spilling out of it with the blackness of it is like an abyss trying to steal your soul. he always wear dark clothing and like Rayne he doesn't have any kind of weapon. he uses mind tricks so to speak towards me. always making me lose my memory when he takes over and reopening doors inside my mind to put in a state of pain and shock.
Well there's their appearances when I see them outside of my mind and body. They are voices and hallucinations so its bascially double the abuse. Hopefull you all don't think I'm making this up cause I'm really not. Most people think I do cause of my imagnation but this isn't my imagnation this is reality to me cause of my schizophrenia. So yea don't treat me any different now nor think differently of me.
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