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normally i would put reminders or art or peoms in this journal thing. but i need to share my new found happiness with world. some of you know that i have been really depressed over the past two years. this week i have found a part of me that i have lost. i feel lighter. like a weight has been lifted off of me. i use to have a diary(back in the 6th grade) so that i could vent. my mom read it,and i had gotten in trouble for somethings(nothing bad tho). so i started to write pomes and such. but over the past two years i haven't been able to, every thing would come out in confusing gibberish. i am trying to mend my relationship with God and talked with my friends. This morning...i wasn't sad when i woke up. i felt happy, so i sat down at my comp and wrote. i can't begin to explain how good it feels to not be sick and tired of being sick and tired. so i'd like to thank my friends (you know who you are), Alicia Keys' new CD, and God for making me feel almost whole again^^