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So we drove back home yesterday with TONS of paperwork. I'm going to sit down tomorrow and read 200+ sheets chock full of scholarship information, bills, loans, paperwork, housing, etc.

What it's looking like right now is that I'll be going into school, and pretty much not have to pay anything, but when I get out, I'm going to have about 10k worth of debt on my shoulders. =_=;;

So school is, I suppose. That's what I get for picking a vastly expensive piece of education cake. X|

So, I'm 100% going to IADT Tampa, now. So no more AiA or IADT type fights.

Changing subject, ont he way home, I was sleeping.. And I woke up, and I stretch and yawn in the car seat, and I look at my arm... And it's got this vast stretch of really red, white-headed pimples stringing across it. I literally did a doubletake. I sat up, after saying "What the ********?" or the like, and coulsn't stop starinng at it - that wasn't there before.

I checked my other arm, and there's only a few on it, it's mostly on my left arm.
Okay, maybe I was allergic to something.. But this isn't hives. Or a rash, really. They're pimples.
My dad says it's a rash, anyway. I call up my mom, who's a nurse, but specialized in cardiovascular stuff, and she thinks it's exczema(sp).
I have had the same problems with my feet, er, ankles really, and I had just thought I was allergic to some of my socks...

So long story short, Monday is the doctor day. I'm goingt o inquire about some of m other problems, too, while I'm there... My lack of strength and sudden lack of appetite, for instance(I ate absolutely nothing today).

I'm also going to see what exactly is going on with my hands. My grip is still really bad, but since I haven't been cracking my knuckles, they're geting really stiff and it's hard to bend my fingers now. I also cracked my wrists, too, back in the day. The abstince is killing me, because my wrists are hellions... It's hard to do push ups, which I've been trying to do more of lately, because my arms keep falling asleep - my wrists are somehow deciding that blood doesn't belong in my hands when I put pressure on them. Then that leads in some type of chain reaction where my whole arm just goes numb.

It's mostly my left arm, but sometimes the right does it too. It's the numbness that concerns me the most.. Lack of circulation is.. Well... Bad. sweatdrop

Tomorrow I have to sit down and leaf through all this paperwork, and then it's all going to be uphill from there as I sign, and co-sign papers about the college, and work on scholarships and trying to apply for loans.

Sometime between now and June I have to get a checking account, finish these storyboards, and film all this crap...

Oh.. s**t.. I completely forgot about Techwoodcon! I still have to get the GMVs!! gonk

That has to be in at the very LATEST, feb 16.. Oh s**t.. I'm screwed...

Well.. I think they'll understand... I pretty much told them there was only a 70% chance I'd make it, anyway. gonk We need a broken heart icon.. </3

Note to myself: Immortal Undead or Morbid Human: The Vial of Life