OMG IHATE THIS MANNNNNNNN! WTF!!!! WHY THE HELL CAN'T HE LISTEN TO ME! OR A GOD DMAN THING i HAVE TO SAY! HES ALWAYS BULLSHITTING THAT i WANT TO HAVE THE LAST WORD IN A ARGUEMENT BUT EVERYTIME I SAY YEAH HE HAS TO ALSO! SUCH AHHHH!
FRDJFKLDSFNMD!!!!!!!!!!!
SEE!?!? i HAD TO JUST SLAM MY KEYBOARD OUT OF PURE RAGE! i HAD TO RUN INTO MY ROOM JUST TO SOB BECUASE IM SO ANGRY AND WITH NO WAY TO LET IT OUT i SRY AND SOMEHOW THATS GOING TO BE MY FAULT FOR HAVEING FEELINGS! I WANT TO SCREAM INTO MY PILLOW SO LOUDLY WHY CAN'T YOU LISTEN TO ME!!
ALL THIS BULLSHIT OVER A TEST I WAS TAKING THAT I DIDN'T GET TO FINISH!
Whats a little sad now is that I have to hug my dog plush for comfort becuase if I tell mom hell just intterupt, well argue, again Ill get yelled at, and ill cry in my room again. See how many AGAINS I have to use? I JUST WANT TO PUNCH A WALL! AND I WANT IT TO BREAK WITH MY SHEER FORCE OF ANGER! HE BARELY ASKS HOW WAS SCHOOL AND ITS ALWAYS ABOUT THE GRADES! PTCS AND ARE YOU MISSING ANYTHING! NEVER HOW THE ******** ARE YOU TODAY?!?
Its times like this one I wish I had someone to cheer me up...but theres no one (irl). I just have to cry it out...I think its s**t like this is why I turn to video games....Kingdom hearts espically
Becuase its not about the grades its fighting and friendship....and fun. Got I wish I could have a lot of fun...or be funny
But again no grades, no one tests you on political cartoons....There familys welcome you back and thier first worry and thing they would say is "Im glad your back"
typing that just made me cry a bit more...im going to cry this out and go do my hw and be yelled at.....maybe hopefully a hug from my mom becuae I could really use one right now.
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~Life of a Fox Queen~
Random things about my life I feel the need to adress, rant about, ask, express, or otherwise get out of my system
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