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it just doesn't make sense...i know that part of my life is gone...but not a day goes by that i don't think about if things happened differently, that things continued...im not sure if it would have hurt more...but if your reading this, i cherished every moment we had together, i remember every laugh, and every little trip to the store we had, im half chuckling and crying right now, thinking about how you always got off track and even though we were there for monsters somehow ended up in the pillows and blankets, those were some of the best moments in my life, i remember one night we were downtown talking for hours about memories, i remember alot of good things, i always want to remember, even if they eat away at me, they've helped me so much...if you are reading this...i just want you to know that i love you, and probably always will...with all my heart, i hope the next person who catches your eye takes good care of you, you deserve it.