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Pain and misery.....my best friends
it has come to my attention that no one reads this. so i figure i can say anything i want now. But just in case i wont go to far. i need a place i can just sayhow i feel when i write stuff. and right now im very conflicted inside. the girl i like(hi there gir i like howsit goin) she likes this homo that she wont ever even see again. so im probably justgonna give up on her. its her fault im emo. hers and a not much else. there are a few other reasons but i keep those to myself as not to frighten people. but this whole situation tears me up inside. and im confused. i thought that i would cr forever abut this, but i havnt shed a single tear. shed alot of blood but thas dfferent. i tryed liking other girls, but idont know why it dosent seem to work. i used to be pretty easy or me t socialize with people, even girls. now i jut cat really talk. i'll sneak anoccasional word or two. but i usually go along unnoticed. i like it tat way. at least for most people. bt i just wish she would notice me, and ralize tht no one notices her but me. If she reads this iwill die. thatis for sure. but i just have to say something. not for her, not for anyonebut myself. i really couldnt care any less about what u people think about me, her opinion ad myown arwe te only ones i need.(im doing lots of typos becuase of the ky board so bear with me) and u kow what i don even need her opinion i go my own opinion of myself and of the world nd its the only one that matters..........i wish you all a painless death..........
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