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know ur all gonna beleive im fake when i say this,but when i look in the mirror,i really do get sick...i don't want to see myself..I'm sorry to all who care for me after i put them through hell and back..and one thing to say to them...you shouldnt...you shouldn't love me like you do..im undeserving of it...i simply dont deserve it!i am very despondent when i say this,but i literally hate myself...i don't...even want to look at myself..