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crying ...To Emma,John,Haley,and Lexie.
I am so sorry.I don't know what's happened to me.I've just become a monster.And Emma,I'm so effing sorry for all that I said about you.I really didn't mean it at all...And John,I'm sorry for all I've put you through just because you were standing up for your girlfriend..And Haley,I'm sorry for not being the boyfriend who took care of you,and loved you,and shared their life with you.I should have been better,and I wasn't.And Lexie,I know I have put you through enough emotional discomfort,and I apologize for everything that I've ever done wrong.I don't expect any of you to love me,or treat me the way I didn't deserve any more.I just wanted to apologize.And Emma,I'm so so so sorry your account was banned.If it helps to know,I had nothing to do with it.Lastly I would just like to apologize again.I'm so sorry for the way I have acted and the way I have treated you all.You're all too great to deny.I've treated you wrong,done you wrong,rubbed you the wrong way,hurt you...And I'm sorry for it all.It is with a heavy heart I must say I believe I am resigning Gaia Online..This isn't a copletely sure desire,but I do believe it is going on effect soon.Once again,I am sorry for everything.