this is more of Kyan and Kamdon.
I was sitting in Anatomy, my first class, thinking of why i felt so wierd. the feelings had ceased over the weekend, but they were still there. i felt myself paying more attention to the girls in my class. but that felt even worse, and i found myself disgusted. with myself.
at lunch, me and Kyan decided to go off campus. so i walked to his class room, and waited outside the door as the flood of kids went through. He breezed right past me, not noticing me. "Kyan." I said blankly. "OH! Kamdon, jesus. i'm sorry." He said, embracing me with a hug. i suddenly felt the need to be closer to him. to just stand in that hallway and cling to him. so i did, and he didnt reject. "Are you okay baby?" He asked, holding me close. "I dont know." I said honestly. He leaned down to my five foot self and pressed his lips to mine. "I'm here for you, always." He reminded me. I said nothing, my response was laying my head on his chest. i listened to his heartbeat, and suddenly; everything was right. i was being held by the only perfect human being on the planet who by some unfathomable reason, loved me. and i loved him. i sighed, relieved those stupid feelings were gone.
Any suggestions?
 SlaughterinParadise · Thu Jul 30, 2009 @ 09:46am · 0 Comments |
