I'm so afraid that people are always lieing to me. After Jimmie, and Jeremy I'm not sure if anybody else who likes me means what they say. Does this other guy who "loves me" actully love me? Or is it all just a game to get me to date him. I can't trust for s**t. I'm addicted to this site, at least I've started writing again. Is it shitty that I hang with this other guy 6x more then my bf? I find it to be, yet Jeremy wont spend anymore time with me. I love him but is it worth the fight.
"and as I starred across the deep blue lake, the streetlights cast sparkling rays on the top of the waves. Tiny sparkling lights across the lake twinkle at me. Magic is the only word that can describe this picture, the distant lights seem to be prickles in the night. I watch this site until my eyes water and I whisper "I love him so I'll never give up, but is it even worth the fight? When it lacks this beauty this peace?"
 Ginjar420 · Sat Jul 18, 2009 @ 09:20am · 1 Comments |
