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And if you kill me, do it slowly
So I can watch the guilt come to your eyes
But see still that you never realy loved me
Never realy cared for me
Yet I still believe it

Now I wish I could just wake up
This dream that has turned to nightmare
It has consumed all light
Darkness is only seen this time

Faded away are the stars
Taken away is my heart
And if you kill me, do it slowly
So I can watch the guilt come to youre yes
And so I can regret
Everything I could have done in this lifetime
That I held myslef from.