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What you see
when you see me
isn't really the real me
The real me hides
in my shadow it collides
with all the fears
of all the years
The mask I wear
eventually will rip and tear
and there will be the really me
The real me has so many secrets
that they overflow my brain
The real me has so many hurts
that there's always a little pain
The real me will never
show herself
to the world
She lives in her
own fairyland
That was her orignal plan
She frolics with the people
who shall never criticize
The people who will never
bring tears to her eyes
They keep her happy
and make her float
through life
With out noticing the
pain and the strife
But the real world has
cut it's way in
with all the sorrow
and all the sin
the laughter and teasing
the loving and pleasing
the hating and killing
the blood bath spilling
the giggles and whispers
down the hall
the way your mind seems
to stall
to filp channels
like a T.V. set
not sure what to
watch yet
But still life moves on
forward and fast
But all is forgotten in the past
What you see
when you see me
isn't really the real me
The real me hides
in my shadow it collides
with all the fears
of all the years
The mask I wear
eventually will rip and tear
and there will be the really me