Hey Everyone...
Well, today I'm just a little more miserable than I should be. Teddy Bear is going to be 10 hours away for the next 4 days. I know it's not much but it doesn't take me that long for me to start missing him, especially since I know that he's gonna be over there with another girl that he used to have a crush on. *sigh*
Anyway, I saw him today and we kind of said goodbye. He didn't make a big deal over it because he knew that it was only going to be 4 days, but still, it was gonna feel like forever to me... or was it?
I'm a little scared now that he's not gonna be around for a while. Not scared as in frightened, scared as in somewhat worried. Contagious has been winking at me a lot and smiling at me and just noticing me in general. I think the guy's cute but with all the attention and with Teddy Bear gone, I'm scared of letting myself go. *sigh* Life and love are so confusing.
Anyway, Ms. Vanity isn't really talking to me and the girls right now. She's going to Europe next week so I guess she's taking this time to be mean to us. *cough* She's just being bitter because Dirty Love didn't invite her to the party. But it was fair because Ms. Vanity was gonna be in Europe when the party was gonna go on so it shouldn't really matter much.
Speaking of Dirty Love, I'm glad that things have worked out for the better. Dirty Love and KayKay are talking again and it's so good to see them smiling at each other again.
Well, I guess that's all that really been going on. Oh no, now I'm confused. I don't really want Contagious to give me too much attention because I don't want to start liking him, but at the same time I really don't want to be invisible to him. I mean, I guess it's good to be friends but the way he's going, I don't think he has "friendly" intentions anymore.
Oh man, I guess I should just see what happens. I'm glad it's gonna be Friday tomorrow, last day of the school week. Feel free to comment biggrin
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