I was set in a place, with mind pondering addicts.
Where was I, in the place of lost solitude.
I have come from the kingdom of just,
and a false name for myself-
to tell you the nature of whence I'm from.
The clouds will roll in, forming perfect motions.
And you will lay them out- as a secondary conversation.
I will stand beside, and wait for emotion.
Because I've forgotten what open skies feel like.
I've lost all sensory emotions, and empathy for human beings.
My journey begins on the island of truth and prevaricators,
as I arise from my true nature to find you.
In my hand, I bring you an emotionless trial.
As you begin to take it into course,
the end is what I begin to fear.
We've come, as we close in to our end.
I've only the heavens to thank.
I head towards the end of the road,
and ask God, "Why can't they come and join me on my journey?"
It was until I learned the repeated value-
the value of friendship, materialism and my illness.
As I had feared from the beginning,
you've wanted my feelings.
I'm flattered as I come to think twice of it each day.
Then I bury myself deeper from you.
The virgin drink in my lips is hidden, and if I could ponder
on it any longer, even myself could not define.
As that is my final word- what makes you think you could?
I will not spend meaningless moments with you,
over and over, to explain what is non-explainable.
In the end, my island of truth would drown in shame.
I cannot value what doesn't value me in return.
Which is why I am a prevaricator.
Here I am, at the end of my rode.
Whipped hard on edge, with the value of friendship on my tongue.
Each step is one new day- and a shrouded darkness
without you.
You are not meaningless to me.
And I would like to leave as the image I left you.
Because that is the image we will leave in eachother's heart&soul.
As you have left a thriving image in mine.
I ssik without a value. You will never know that side of me.
because the value is in my soul.
in you.
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Sat Apr 18, 2009 @ 04:01am · 0 Comments |
