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Friday Night we were up in Indy for B.O.A. Grand National Preliminaries (we made it in the semi-finals w00t go band) but anyway we were supposed to split up into groups of 4-5 so we wouldn't get separated and it would be easier to keep track of us. I went around to all of my friends and none of them would let me join their groups. I ended up following 3 people around but they ditched me. I mean I know I'm immature and annoying but that's just rude am I right? I came to the conclusion last night that I have no real friends in my life. Instead I have people that tolerate my presence...I'm so pitiful. Yeah I talk to some people on Gaia that I could call "friends" but I'd only be fooling myself, I've never met those people and I never will...In a few months we'll probably stop talking all-together sad but true. I feel as though I've only truly loved one person in the entire world and she too has disappeared from my life. Then again we were never together. I just feel now more that ever I'm alone in the world. Even my so-called friends are tired of me. Such is my lot in life I suppose...

Well anyway this is Wanderer saying I'm gonna go kill myself J/K not really or am I?
DISCLAIMER:I have no intention of committing suicide not that anyone would care but I think suicide is a true waste of life and I would never ever do that!