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My mood when i'm alone i'm so bored! i feel like everyday gets longer and longer without someone being here. I'm still forced to wait, and i hope it will be rewarded. I've occupied my time with gaia and myyearbook, piano, cleaning, cooking, TV, video games, school; but nothing ever really helps the pain go away. Even though it gets better when I'm with my friends, when i'm alone when it really makes it's wounds and scars start to open. i just don't know what to do with my life. Though i have a relationship with God, and i pray and seek him everyday, it sometimes doesn't feel like it's enough, but i know it is.

Posted by: Rayne Engel Sat Feb 28, 2009 @ 03:50pm

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Ty Gwynnia
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Sat Feb 28, 2009 @ 06:48pm

Kii, you're starting to sound like an emo-poser. You know the kind that puts on fake smiles and all that crap, they're posers!

Rayne Engel
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Sat Feb 28, 2009 @ 09:08pm

i'm not trying to pose anything! i'm being myself. I'm NOT emo, and i'm not trying to be! stare i hate it when people say i am, or say i sound like it.

Ty Gwynnia
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Tue Mar 03, 2009 @ 01:06am

I know you're not! But other people might think you are! I'm sorry, but I'm a straight-forward kinda person . . .

Rayne Engel
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Tue Mar 03, 2009 @ 09:20pm

i know you are... THAT"S WHY YOUR SO KUTE! and why i love you and your my besty friend beside moni.. 3nodding whee

Ty Gwynnia
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Wed Mar 04, 2009 @ 11:58pm

Lulz, you tell me that all the time. It's just sometimes I think I offend people when i just blurt things out. sweatdrop

Rayne Engel
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Fri Mar 06, 2009 @ 11:33am

i won't lie to you, but you sometimes do... but you're forgiven, so don't sweat over it. It's just who you are.

Ty Gwynnia
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Sat Mar 07, 2009 @ 09:33pm

sad Kidding! 3nodding

Rayne Engel
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Sun Mar 08, 2009 @ 12:02am

I love you ty.. i hope you and moni can come out to eat and to the movies on Friday the 13... do you think you can?

Ty Gwynnia
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Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 06:07pm

I already did! :3

Rayne Engel
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Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 07:45pm

lol, yes you did.. i'm ganna have another. same people but hopefully moni and beka can come

Deathflag7
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Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 08:52pm

what about Phillip crying

Rayne Engel
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Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 09:06pm

you came yesterday! i said "the same people", that includes you! xp

Deathflag7
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Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 09:36pm

oh well then so whens the next party gonna be

Rayne Engel
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Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 10:22pm

i'm thinking 3 weeks. my dad's having an NA get together at our house, so i'm just inviting over some friends that way i have company too.

Deathflag7
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Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 11:05pm

yay addicted pple and its not rlly anonomuose if there gettin together

Rayne Engel
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Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 11:20pm

*sigh* there not all addicted. anyone with any type of problem could go.

Deathflag7
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Sun Mar 15, 2009 @ 11:30pm

so if i shot myself in the knee cap ......

Ty Gwynnia
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Wed Mar 18, 2009 @ 12:28am

Death by bullet!

Rayne Engel
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Sat Mar 21, 2009 @ 06:46pm

omg, phillip, your so stupid sometimes! and it's ganna be a bit longer. sometime in may.

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