Yo, 'sup to anyone who may be reading this. Sorry, sometimes I enjoy using uncharacteristic terms. I got the first two Twilight books as an early Christmas present, and I have to admit that they're pretty good. The movie royally sucked, though. Edward looked like he had scales instead of being shiny. Sheesh, they would've done better if they had just dumped a bucket of glitter on him... Edward was such a jerk to leave Bella alone. That's why I think personal relationships aren't worth it. I don't get why people open up to others even when they know that they're gonna get hurt in the long run. Eh, I have no room to talk to. I have codenamed the guy I like "Piranha", and he doesn't seem to ever see me, and I feel so pathetic. I haven't cried in so long, and he's the only one who's seemed to make me feel. Truth be told, I hate it. Now, even at Christmas, I wish I could see him, even though I never talk to him. For those of my readers who haven't read my poem Christmas Without You, it's posted on here, and it's kinda based on Piranha. This is the only time that I can remember that I've been depressed at Christmastime. Believe me, it sucks. I can't help but wonder if I'll ever get married or if I'll die old and alone. I always push everyone away, so it wouldn't surprise me if I ended up getting shot someday. Eh, well. What's gonna happen will happen, and I can't change that, but I will try my hardest to change what I can. Now I just need to find some courage somewhere deep in the abysmal, dark emptiness of my soul and try to talk to Piranha... I would smile at him in the hall, but that would blow my cover. I'm normally quiet and cold, so if I started smiling people might get the wrong idea and start bugging me about it. Well, that's all for now. Unlike some of my idiot friends, I actually need sleep.
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For liking Twilight.