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Diving on the garande

Like my father, I try really hard to hold things together, do projects, do impossilbe things, and try to make everyone happy. No will be happy cuz all they want is more and then u have to pay an arm and a leg to do so. Even when I try to do nice things for myself, people don't appericatite. Well some people i no do appericattie the things I do but most don't. Like my sister. I usually go out of my way to do things for her and then it makes me the bad guy? I don't think so. I have quote that I say all the time. "I'm not sugary sweet, I don't play nice. I have hands like vice. But I'm mostly full of SPICE! That does say a lot about me and mostly stands for who I am. but I try to be the good girl and make evrything go the way it should be. but it doesn't work. "diving on the garande", is some thing my dad says a lot. It means to go out of your way to do something but it just blows up in your face . That happens a lot where I come from. It happens just about everyday. I do it a lot for people and then they don't thank me and then call me crazy, stupid or a jerk. I'm not! they so no respect for me what so ever. it just hurts!! Someday people will look back o the things I did and wish they could have said "thank you." When I become famous, I want to help the world of it's problems. and try to help come up with a soluation. That will be the day I'l make a name for myself.