It still kinda hurts. I left neaerly five months ago and my wound is still fresh. Its an eratic beating in my heart and it ceases to go away. I can't forget, no i could never forget such faces, such ways, such smiles. I would have to try myself into exhaustion in order to even consider forgeting them. They are my friends. My closest most personal friends. Mandi-kun, Victori-san, Alyi-chan, Zach-sama, Nanou, Destini. How could i forget our imfamous gang of seven? Each blessed with amazing abilities. I often laughed when one of you said that you couldn't do something. I believed in everyone of you, and i believed that i could help you see that you're all dimonds in the rough. But, unfortunetly, things happen, and i ended up a five hundred miles away. The thing is, you are all still together. You all have each other. And i know the things that you do as a group of six is way better than what i could have done for you. As long as you're happy i don't care what happens to me. I don't. And i promised this a long time ago too. Right when i met you all. I promised that i would watch you now and forever. And i still will. Believe that. Believe in anything you want. I'll be right by your side. So be happy and live life as if you never met me. Live life as such so you don't have to be hurt. As i smile in my computer chair i know how much it's going to be, this pain. The thing is, i don't know if i can go on living with it. But i will try. I will try to the brink of death, in hopes of seeing you all again.
 HerosComeback · Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 03:43am · 0 Comments |
