So Briana left- And I'm like, 'WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME HO?!' It sucks though,
I should've been nicer while my chances were good, I suppose.
I'm still with Ale. and Becca. Me and Ale kept telling Becca to come
join us at South- because it's just not the same with-out her. We said we'd take her
on a truck- tie her down and MAKE her go. Her chances of going are slim-
But it just might happen.
Even if Ale does go to South, I know she probably won't think twice
to look at me there. She'll most likely find other friends, and eventually-
Not care about what happens to me. She gives me that impression.
I know that high school will give me a chance to open up and finally be myself-
Eventually all my 'friends' will lose them selves into 'clicks' and forget
my existence. Angelica so far has forgotten alot of me, so it seems. She's
made herself other friends, and soon she'll replace me with-out even knowing it,
as much as she loves to deny it. And I won't find a place with Max's crew- because
he's far too cocky to hang out with me. I know he's got a bunch of guy friends
and he doesn't want 'some girl' tagging along.
I know that when he's with them- He'll pretend he doesn't know me.
I KNOW he would. </3
Hmm. I guess in high school it's time to forget your Jr. High buddies- and move on
to what you think is a better world. When actually it's a time to put on your
eyes and see how stupid you've changed.
Hm, enough about that-
I gave Brent a note, and 'yes' I'm planning to ask him out.
I've already pretty much gathered his answer. LMAO.
Though no physical s**t will be going on between us.
There shall be no kissing of any kind-holding hands-NO
'all up on each other' whatsoever! D< We can be together-
and date with-out all those things.
I prefer 'mental' relationships <3
I got a letter an hour ago announcing my poem has been sent to the 'Final Competition' and
I am officially a 'Semi-Finalists' <3
Though I have to pay to buy the book- they will add
my poem in their book if I finish sending it to them-
It will have it's own page and I'll have my
own copyright sign by my name. OMFG.
'Let this year slide by me. God, please.'
-sigh-
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Sun Aug 24, 2008 @ 02:00am · 0 Comments |
