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No one in the inside


i'm sitting here
in a corner
wishing i could feel
something
anything
instead i feel empty
my eyes look dead
all light inside faded
does this mean i'm damned?
did God give up on me?
Life continues
my problems barely stirred a ripple
there's no one on the inside
I'm an empty shell
A corpse with a heart that just won't stop
even when i beg it to
Let me feel my heart be broken
That just might be better
than this life without meaning
Nothing catches my intrest
Or makes me feel better
Just the numb abscence
that used to be filled
This metaphysical firewall
that i've built around my heart
is there no force that will bring it down?
I want to rip it down
Brick by Brick
Let my heart be exposed
Let me cry
Let me weep
Let me feel