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I've spent
My life
Running from the emptiness
That haunts me.

And I've spent
My whole life
Trying to ********
The loneliness away.

And I die
Inside
When I think of all the people
I have damaged.

But I'm tired
I'm so tired.
And there's no one else
Except myself to blame.

My life's been wasted.
Everything is gone.
My life's been wasted.
And I am all done.
My life's been wasted.
There is no one else.
My life's been wasted.
It's time that I face myself.

And I've spent
My life
Trapped inside
A cycle of self-destruction.

And I've spent
My whole life
Trying to numb
The pain inside my soul.

And furious
I cried
When I realized
I fought this war with no one.

I'm tired
I'm so ******** tired.
Gotta to find a way
To keep my faith alive.

My life's been wasted.
Everything is gone.
My life's been wasted.
And I am all done.
My life's been wasted.
There is no one else.
My life's been wasted.
It's time that I face myself.

When I reach the end
Will anything I've done
Mean anything?

Now when I reach the end
Will anything I've done
Mean anything?

Will anything I've done mean anything?
Will anything I've done mean anything?

My life's been wasted.
Everything is gone.
My life's been wasted.
Now I am all done.
My life's been wasted.
There is no one else.
My life's been wasted.

My life's been wasted.
Everything is gone.
My life's been wasted.
Now I am all done.
My life's been wasted.

There is simply no one else
Life ******** wasted.
Now it's time that I face myself.