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So yea 4th of july waz pretty kool....i sall a coupl firworks...ad yea ok thts not wut i wanna talk bout. So as u probably knw i had dis bf tht i worte a jornal entry bout...(love isnt alays hell) ad ya i thought tht i loved him. but i neva really knew wut love felt lik untill i meet shamar (shamyizar)!! lolz well hes compleatally fa me ad i would do anythin fa dis guy. he definatally has ma heart heart Before i really started ta lik him he waz kind of just der but den if ya get ta know him hez totally deep ad well amazing whee lolz so i thought ma old Bf waz cheatin on me...which i still not sure if he waz cause well gurlz usally dont lie bout dis stuff, ya kow. so but den it went on ta ""oh she waz lieing"" ad all dat s**t so....idk. im not sure wut happened ad im not sure ill eva find out wut really happened. cause well ppl lie ad it doesnt really matta if its a guy er a grl. Now dat i think of it...i kind of doubt tht he did...i know he really liked me ad i really liked him 2 but things kind of just fell apat when we stop callin each oder. grls need attention or dell start ta drift away..i guess we learned dat da hard way. so right now im wid dis absolutally amazin guy who truelly loves me (lovve ya baby lolz), ad i hopefully hav great friend tht i hope dis situation wont ruin eveything cause he is a good guy. ad i think he'll eventually be an amazing bf ta someone. Ohh ad i also got ma cell phone banned fa txin all ma minutes....lolz but it waz all totally worth it wink lolz so tht waz ma well i wouldnt say intersting but lik hecktic week! blaugh

~Im too hyped up on love ta think of a endin line so idk well make it this!! lolz