I cant fight aginst him. He means so much to me it just...i wanted him to be happy. Ceezy -_- but its true. Whn he tells me he wants to brake up it just...ugh....u guys wont understand. Its their own feelings about the situation and you cant tell them no because they already made that dessis in their heads. Its a way a person feels. U cant fight against tht. Expecially....whn it come frm a person u know u would give ur life up to in a heart beat for....
HIM: Hey
me : Hey =] Can i tell you something?
HIM: You better
me: I miss you. Alot. My life is horriable rite now. lolz thts why i still end up tlking to you everyday. Lik whn u go would come on
me: the computer i would i swear i get all excited..then -_ -emo. Im like totally bipolar now..
me: its like today in english. We were tlking bout rap music. Nd he just hadd to pick lupe fiasco and get me all emoooo
me: i swear like it has been the worst 2days of my life.
me: Lolz. So yea. Pretty muuucccchhh.
HIM: Miranda!
me: ...wht
HIM: I miss you to! My life sucks normally but when i talk to you i forget about everything bad.
HIM: I miss having you tell me you love me... You made my life so much better
HIM: When you would im me calling me a loser i'd get so hype.
HIM: No matter what happens in my life i always felt like i could come to you.
HIM: You know exactly what to say at times
me: But then more bad things come about. This is like all my fult nd i feel like s**t
HIM: Im taking a s**t
me: Shamar. I will always be here. Even if you have the best girlfriend in the world ill still be here for you. Lolz. To cheer u up!
me: WOW. lolz god. Loser. U prolly are taking a s**t rite now. Lik damn lolz =]
me: Ohoo its 11. =] ur gana fall asleep on me soon
me: Go to sleep babii. Its pastt ur bed timee =] lolz. Goodnight Dezmond Shamar Reams. Sweetdreams =]
me: Oh wait can i call u babii..?? oh wellz. To late now well goodnight =] have funz at skool.
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I jus wish.........
...yea
I will always love him. Even the stupid things he had done (-_-) he will never be less of a person to me. I know years from now that i will still love this kidd.
I ment it whn i said..Always and Forever.
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U CAN FIGHT AGAINST ME!!
THATS WHAT I WANTED.
IF U REALLY WANTED MEH TO BE HAPPY DEN U WOULD FIGHT.
LET ME KNOW I MEAN SOMETHING TO U.
lolz i kno you say it. butt...
like
ok
say i told evrybody i was the fastest runner in da world.
but evrytime there was a race or chance to prove im fast i didnt race.
you get were im going wid dis right? lolz
its never too late to change someones mind miranda.
u give up to easily.