if only whenever you tried something it worked right away. if that were the solution to everything then life would be perfect, right? well it's not. my life is a disaster sometimes. if im really mad and stuff ill try to do something with anger in it cuz that's just how my body is. i get angry really fast sometimes. so whenever im angry i can never do stuff like, put a lid on a garbage can correctly, i can't consentrate on homework or a project, not even a simple thing like taking out the trash. even when im not mad and frusterated, i still cant do everything correctly the first time. when this happens i think "well maybe i'm just not cut out for this." then i try a little more and if i get the hang of it, ill keep trying. otherwise i just end up quitting. here's a good real life example for ya. about 2 yrs ago i was on a baseball team. i tried and tried and tried but, nothing ever happened besides me stricking out or hitting the ball once out of the couple of times im at bat and it still got caught. well i tried really hard but throughout that whole season i couldnt hit a single ball and get on a base for a "hit". although i did get hit with the ball about 11 times and one time i had a bruise the size of a softball on my thigh from a tiny baseball, it didnt cont as a hit obviously. so here comes fall ball for baseball. im on a different team and i verse my team i had for the spring. i'm up to bat against the team's coach's son and i hit the ball for the first time and get on 1st base. now i felt pretty good until i had found out that the pitcher (my ex coach's sone) starting saying in school cuz he had went to my school and still does, that he had lobbed the ball. well then it made me feel bad cuz he was justtrying to cover up what i had earned and diserved. but i had just come to the conclusion that i did my best and i had put in 100% effort, so that hit i made during the game is my deservings and is what can happen if you put your mind to it. so even if you don't get something on the first try, it doesnt mean that you can't do it. trust me, ive said i can't do it more times than i can count and then ive achieved what i thought i couldnt do.
 kargoboy117 · Thu May 22, 2008 @ 11:02pm · 0 Comments |
