ever get that feeling that u just have to go tell someone how u feel about them? and you cant wait any longer. you just have to tell them as soon as possible. i have. it sometimes doesnt work out the way u way u want it to. i like this one person so much she was all i thought about. so oneday we were on aim and i had told her how i felt. nothing really changed after that. i had thought that maybe we would become closer but we didnt. in fact now i feel we are spreading apart. i know we arent ever going to stop tlking to each other for a while, but lately she hasnt been on aim so i cant talk to her and i barley see her in the hall whithout someone who rushes me away to tell her something. for instance, on valentines day i was gonna ask her out. well the day before i found out she was going out with someone else. so i had been really down that day. during next period(lunch), 3 tears ran down my cheek because of what i found out. then a little later we were talking again. soon enough we would talk at school whenever we got the chance but on aim she was tell me to shut up or that she can't talk to me. i called her after it had been going on for about 2 weeks. she had messaged me back a couple of minutes later. and she told me that she had just been busy talking to other people about other important things. and thats when i had tols her how i felt like i said during the beggining of this blog. we are still good friends now but we dont talk alot. i know inside she wants us to still be friends cuz she said that she will always be there for me. it just comes to show how sometimes what u want isnt what it's made to be.
 kargoboy117 · Thu May 22, 2008 @ 10:38pm · 2 Comments |
