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The past few days i've experienced alot of things that made me question my abilities to function as a female, a "spouse" Love interest or what have you. My current ex Jack, A man of many silly words and little compassion at time, has brought it to my attention that i may not be as great a girl as i assumed I was. You know the few things that you tell youself your good at but you where a "humble" face to the public for, these where that few things that i believe i excelled at but the truth was unvailed to me as i found myself falling deeper and deeper for this man. He is the ONLY! man that i do acctually see myself settling with. But when I heard the words:Vindictiveness, discord, contention, impatience and SELFISHNESS!, A bell as well as nearly 20 million red flags sprung up in my head. I began to doubt myself as a Compassionate, caring individual. I was now a Victim of my own imcompetence. Nieve to a fault seeing that it was always the man that was the ******** up, and that i was single soul in the world that couldnt find Happiness. I'm struggling to Fix the error in my methods of Loving.(TO BE CONTINUED....)