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Friggin awesome
I got out of work an hour early because business slowed down. So then my mom and Alyssa picked me up and we went to the mall to shop for bras and my junior prom dress. I saw a bunch of really, really nice dresses that I REALLY liked, but they were ridiculously long and I'd have to get them altered since I'm short. My mom said we'd do that for senior prom, which is cool with me. I tried on a few dresses while my mom talked to another mom and her sister and daughter who were trying on some clothes for church. I'd try on a dress and if I liked it I'd come out and go over to where they were for their comments and to look in a 3-way mirror. I decided on a dress that was still long, but not so long that it needed to be altered. It's fish-tail-y in the back and it's black and white and a black rose is on the top corner. AND it's modest. I have the hardest time shopping for dresses because so many of them are cut so that you show some cleavage and I don't like that. My mom made me try on a strapless one and I hated it. I thought it showed too much, but my mom says I'm just too self-conscious. xp Fortunately, the other woman said that was a good thing, since it's better to be self-conscious than to expose yourself. 3nodding

And we got some bras. It's kinda funny, I fell in love with the minimizers. xd I just laughed when I saw the push-ups and I walked on. Alyssa got some new bras as well now that she's actually going through puberty. razz

Then Alyssa and I headed to Barnes and Noble where we got Spiral #3 (ha, and it apparently only just came out since I got #2 last week xd ), all of Azumanga Daioh, Instant Teen #2, and Alyssa got the Death Note novel version.

So yeah. Today's going along nicely. whee

My mom and I also decided that I look weird in white or pastel colors. And yellow does me no justice. Yay for dark clothes!


* * *

"Kenji" by Fort Minor

My father came from Japan in 1905
He was 15 when he immigrated from Japan
He worked until he was able to buy respect and build a store

Let me tell you the story in the form of a dream,
I don't know why I have to tell it but I know what it means,
Close your eyes, just picture the scene,
As I paint it for you, it was World War II,
When this man named Kenji woke up,
Ken was not a soldier,
He was just a man with a family who owned a store in LA,
That day, he crawled out of bed like he always did,
Bacon and eggs with wife and kids,
He lived on the second floor of a little store he ran,
He moved to LA from Japan,
They called him 'Immigrant,'
In Japanese, he'd say he was called "Issei,"
That meant 'First Generation In The United States,'
When everybody was afraid of the Germans, afraid of the Japs,
But most of all afraid of a homeland attack,
And that morning when Ken went out on the doormat,
His world went black 'cause,
Right there; front page news,
Three weeks before 1942,
"Pearl Harbour's Been Bombed And The Japs Are Comin',"
Pictures of soldiers dyin' and runnin',
Ken knew what it would lead to,
Just like he guessed, the President said,
"The evil Japanese in our home country will be locked away,"
They gave Ken, a couple of days,
To get his whole life packed in two bags,
Just two bags, couldn't even pack his clothes,
Some folks didn't even have a suitcase, to pack anything in,
So two trash bags is all they gave them,
When the kids asked mom "Where are we goin'?"
Nobody even knew what to say to them,
Ken didn't wanna lie, he said "The US is lookin' for spies,
So we have to live in a place called Manzanar,
Where a lot of Japanese people are,"
Stop it don't look at the gunmen,
You don't wanna get the soldiers wonderin',
If you gonna run or not,
'Cause if you run then you might get shot,
Other than that try not to think about it,
Try not to worry 'bout it; bein' so crowded,
Someday we'll get out, someday, someday.

As soon as war broke out
The F.B.I. came and they just come to the house and
"You have to come"
"All the Japanese have to go"
They took Mr. Ni
People didn't understand
Why did they have to take him?
Because he's an innocent laborer

So now they're in a town with soldiers surroundin' them,
Every day, every night look down at them,
From watch towers up on the wall,
Ken couldn't really hate them at all;
They were just doin' their job and,
He wasn't gonna make any problems,
He had a little garden with vegetables and fruits that,
He gave to the troops in a basket his wife made,
But in the back of his mind, he wanted his families life saved,
Prisoners of war in their own damn country,
What for?
Time passed in the prison town,
He wanted them to live it down when they were free,
The only way out was joinin' the army,
And supposedly, some men went out for the army, signed on,
And ended up flyin' to Japan with a bomb,
That 15 kilotonne blast, put an end to the war pretty fast,
Two cities were blown to bits; the end of the war came quick,
Ken got out, big hopes of a normal life, with his kids and his wife,
But, when they got back to their home,
What they saw made them feel so alone,
These people had trashed every room,
Smashed in the windows and bashed in the doors,
Written on the walls and the floor,
"Japs not welcome anymore."
And Kenji dropped both of his bags at his sides and just stood outside,
He, looked at his wife without words to say,
She looked back at him wiping tears away,
And, said "Someday we'll be OK, someday,"
Now the names have been changed, but the story's true,
My family was locked up back in '42,
My family was there it was dark and damp,
And they called it an internment camp

When we first got back from camp... uh
It was... pretty... pretty bad

I, I remember my husband said
"Are we gonna stay 'til last?"
Then my husband died before they close the camp.

* * *


I had no idea that Mike Shinoda's family went through that. I actually cried a little while listening to that song.






User Comments: [3]
Faiya210
Community Member





Mon Apr 14, 2008 @ 05:10am


Several things:
Minimizers ftw
You'll have to tell me if you'd think I'd like prom, because if I don't qualify for nationals next year, I think I might want to go but I hate dances and such but prom is suppose to be different *head explodes*
No, you don't look good in light colors. DARKNESS! LET THE DARKNESS ENSHROUD YOUR BODY!
Azumanga Daioh ftw
Japanese-American internment sucks. I mean epically. "Hey! Let's lock up all the Japanese people!"
"What about the Germans and the Italians?"
"....Nah. We can trust them."
stressed sweatdrop gonk


Terra of the Lilies
Community Member





Mon Apr 14, 2008 @ 10:07pm


Psh, the Death Note thing isn't "novel version", it's a novel of the case with Raye's wife and L.


[ Rose ]
Community Member





Tue Apr 15, 2008 @ 01:13am


Whatever, you haven't given me a chance to look at it. razz


User Comments: [3]
 
 
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