And I'm exhausted because I was up talking to James until 1 a.m. I couldn't fall asleep last night even though I was really tired and I was somewhat frustrated and wanted to be put in a good mood, so what better way is there than talking to James? And it worked too.
BUT NOW OH MY GOD I THINK I'M GOING TO PASS OUT FROM EXHAUSTION AND FRUSTRATION. I was working on some problems on the way to Girl Scouts and I got so frustrated that when I got into Girl Scouts I slammed down my Stats books and fumed.
******** AP Statistics. Just when I thought I was beginning to understand things, it has to go and strike down my confidence. xp
*takes a deep breath* Oh well. 30Rock is on and James will be online in half an hour. I'll watch this episode and eat something yummy and then James will probably make me feel better.
I also got pretty frustrated at anime club today because people seriously do not know how to shut the ******** up. I was ready to yell and tell everyone to shut up, which I refrain myself from doing since it usually doesn't help at all.
Gahhhhh frustration!
Oh, and we got our French pen pals today. I hope mine actually writes back. Out of all of the pen pals I've had, only one has ever written me back, and that only lasted for a few letters. She was a really nice girl from Africa. Then we got French pen pals in the 8th grade and mine never wrote back. Hopefully this guy will actually write me back. Otherwise I'll be sad. I like getting mail. Especially mail that isn't strictly from colleges wanting me to request for my information from there. I GET IT. YOU LIKE THAT I HAVE GOOD GRADES. BACK OFF. YOU DON'T EVEN OFFER JOURNALISM.
Oh, and the paper is FINALLY coming out tomorrow! YAY! And we started our work on this issue. We switched so now my class is doing the magazine. I'm doing my usual Insomniac Gamer, a top 10 bands you don't know article, and a news article on the Day of Silence.
Anyway, song of the moment!
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"One Step Closer" by Linkin Park
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to...
Break...
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
I'm about to break!
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
* * *
"One Step Closer" by Linkin Park
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to...
Break...
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
I'm about to break!
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
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I've loved that song since what I think was 7th grade. Kiri was the one got me into Linkin Park. 3nodding