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wrote on 2/14/08


Today is the worst day of my life and its true,
On February 14, was the day I lost you.
I’m sorry for what he did to you and I say,
I recall everything that happened on that horrible day.
You woke up with joy, wonder, and hope,
and as the day continued, you traveled down a heart-braking slope.
You saw him and he saw you,
and I can’t forget what he did to you.
You went to embrace him with all your love,
and you looked like an angel from above.
As you ran to him, he turned away,
I wish you never heard what he was about to say.
As the horrible words left him lips,
he made me get very, very pissed.
He said,” I don’t love you, I never had."
Then I started to get very mad.
You started to cry, and you started to weep,
then my body got very, very weak.
"How can I love you? You cried some more,
"you’re just a dumb, little whore."
I heard what he said and I couldn't believe,
I just turned around and started to leave.
I wanted to him, I wanted him dead,
and you should have never heard what he just said.
You came to me tears and all,
you told me what happened, you told me it all.
You didn't know I was there, you had no clue,
you also didn't know that I still love you.
After the day was over, im glad what you said,
but on February 14 I found you dead.
I’m sorry for what he did to you and I say,
I WAS with you on OUR horrible day.


crying heart I love you sooo much and i miss you heart crying