There comes a time in a person's life when they realize just how much stress and annoyance they can take.
This is my time.
Not only did I have two of my job managers take off into the great beyond - from both jobs at the same time, no less - but now, I am staring in the face of a lazy, good-for-nothing manager on one side, and a complete loss of a job on the other due to previously mentioned school issues that some of you may or may not know about. And that isn't the worst of it, by any means.
I'm beginning to feel that the world is out to get me. I want to have a break down and cry, I really do. I just can't seem to get to that point at the moment.
Maybe all of the things that have happened to me in the last 7 years have finally reached around to make me stronger. Or numb. I could be numb to suffering now...
And the funny, and stupid, and silly, and just utterly amazing thing about it all is that there are two things running around in my head right now.
"What now?"
and...
"God will never allow you to suffer more than you can bear."
And for some reason, that second one has always been a thought of comfort to me. Strange, isn't it?
-Kira
 Kira Dwenna · Fri Mar 07, 2008 @ 10:37pm · 0 Comments |
