Time passes, people change, life goes on. That is the principle my parents have taught me since I began high school. It seemed pretty simple for me. I'm a strong, devoted person but those words came back to haunt me.
Ever since I can remember, I've been surrounded by friends. I thought that someday, they were going to change, and I would be alone so I mentally prepared myself for when that time came. Heh, life is full of curves balls that hit you right where it hurts. It took me 3 years to finally understand that I was off, way off.
1) Time passed by... way too quickly for me to even notice. It already feels like it's too late and I can't go back to cherish those moments of happiness.
2)People change.... no. Sure they changed a little bit, but not dramatically. It was I who changed. Me, the one who thought would stay the same forever. I tried to protect myself from when the time came that my friends would move on and leave me behind but the exact opposite happened. I changed, I left them, and now I'm not sure who I am or who is my friend anymore.
I decided to write this out because someone told me it would help. Frankly, I would prefer if nobody read this or much less posted anything about it. I don't need the pity nor I need someone saying "I told you so." If you come up to me and say "Don't worry, I'm still your friend," please revert to the previous topic. Lmao it gets to a point where I'm getting paranoid XD. jeez...
and number 3) Life goes on...
 Zero Fieran · Sat Feb 23, 2008 @ 03:16am · 4 Comments |
