honestly i dont know if im doin the right thing, about leaving my ex, and stop talkin 2 him. i seriously want him back and i wanted him back 4 the longest but mabe he's better off with out me. i wanted 2 talk 2 him but my friend wanted me 2 talk 2 my ex while he was there so i wouldnt end up arguing, but that didnt work out. my friend seen him touching on this girls thighs with a big smile on his face on the train and around this time he's been tryna get us back 2gether again and i was up 4 it. when my friend came back 2 me about it, it seriously hurt, i wanted 2 talk 2 him about it but i figured he'd get mad with me and it would make no sense saying anything. So i guess, i dont trust him much anymore cuz he's different now and he's gonna see his female friends and im far away at college and i dont know wats going on. So instead of me making him upset i'd rather keep away, cuz how can u have a relationship without trust so i'll do him a favor and leave him alone. maybe it's best, i love him more than ever but i guess it's best to leave him alone, plus he still has that girlfriend, and im over stepping my bounderies even tho their relationship is unhappy