Ok so listen to this update of joy *cough*
Turns out the two jobs I have lined up won't be happening..the one job I'm not getting because on the form I made one letter bolder then the rest >.> and I didn't use complete sentences >.> And the other is cause the guy ended up using his wife not me. So ya, I got no way of making money now. There is ON WAY I can get a job if I want to keep my marks the way they are. I have WAY too much homework. I need my grades for schoolarships and stuff like that and to get into Uni easier. As to what a couple of you should to get a spare..I already have one..this sem and next gonk So ya..I am STILL busy with all that crap.
On the other note, homework..ya bullcrap. A few hours a night and I have tests I have to study for. On the bright side I must be doing something right cause I got a 47/50 (thats a 94%) on my anthro test *dances* I love the good makrs, I hate the work involved da haha
Cause of all this I hardly see Kirk anymore. I saw him once this week. And i know I'm bitching about bascially nothign here but he manages to keep me grounded. He makes me feel better and amkes all this drama fly out the window. I can relax with him...and I miss him sooo much.
So all of this kinda came to a head last night and I ended up talking with my mom about it. After a couple minutes I started to laugh and ya..let's say it didn;t go well for a while. But I ended up crying myelf out and all was well for a few minutes then I went to sleep.
So ya my life is freaking awsome compared to a s**t loads of poeple but can;t I stillc omplain? Too busy and stressed. All I say is that I need on my mothering ******** meds >.> And my doc. appointment keeps getting pushed back for one reaosn or another *tear*
Anyways, thanks for hearing me rant. I shall tyr to stay positive...and no kiloing myself just yet ^.~
 Tama is in my Soul · Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 05:55pm · 2 Comments |
