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OK!!! DECIDED TO WRITE A NEW JOURNAL ENTRY TODAY BECAUSE MY FEELINGS WILL TOTALLY CONTRADICT THEMSELVES OR SOMETHING!! Huh... I wonder what feelings are... I wonder why things hurt inside... even when someone can be happy... I wonder why there's pain that feels good... and pain that hurts... hm... *taps head* hm... grrr!! i wish i could've slept over rei-lyn's house!! stupid stupid stupid sissy's bf, kevin, is over!! gaaah!! well, at least he's been on my side of things, here, while sissy is annoying me... like, sissy didnt want me eating the chocolate cake... she wanted me to eat ice cream instead... but kevin was like "no, no, let her eat the cake... the ice cream can always wait, but cake goes bad." or something like that... Ah, I digressed... yet again... i tend to do that a lot... oh man, I'm hungry.. so hm... I wonder why I'm so attracted to shoujo manga... I wonder why I have feelings... and stuff... erm... how come at one age in life, you don't "love-love", and in another, you do? huh... WOWI! CLIMAX!! IN THIS MANGA, THE GIRL FOUND OUT THAT SHE'S BEEN LOVING TWO GUYS, AND ONE OF THEM IS JUST THE OTHER'S "REPLACEMENT" OR TWIN OLDER BROTHER!!! and he interrupted them while they were kissing on the couch... damn. OH DEAR GOD, I READ THE CHAPTERS OUT OF ORDER! I SKIPPED A CHAPTER!! DAMN IT ALL!! *sobs* awww... oh wow!! it was a very good chapter that i missed! but it's ok~!! x3 it was certainly a sweet chapter... wow... I love manga... some of it is just so amazingly passionate... it feels as if some of it's radiance rubs off on my very own heart~~ *sniffles* such special properties... BUT DAAAAMN!! I'M GOING TO DIE AT A YOUNG AGE!! When I get really happy, my heart feels like it's contracting or something... and it hurts, but it feels good... I DON'T THINK THAT'S A GOOD THING!!!??! (huh?!!) sometime's that happens to my stomach too... *buckles over* hehe...
hm... it must be painful to be a shadow... a mere replacement for your brother... especially when the one your brother loves is the one that you begin to love... AND THEN YOUR BROTHER TELLS THE ONE YOU LOVE THAT YOU WERE ONLY PRETENDING TO LOVE HER?! and then kisses her in front of you... eep... aw crap, i swear, im going to tear this freakin' heart out of my chest or something... *dies from lack of oxygen* NOES!! NOT MY LUNGS, TOO!! I NEED THOSE!! but wait... i also need my heart, too... so why did i say that my lungs took priority?? in a way?? *wonders...* aw manz!! i confuse myself sometimes.
oh~!! such an honorable and noble man to make an effort all on his own to steal her away from his brother~!! even after she pushes him away and tells him that she isn't his~!! OH DEAR GOD!! NOW THERE IS A LOVER'S TRIANGLE-SQUARE-ERM... wait...what shape comes after four sides... PENTAGON?!?! or something... wow, so many people love her... i'd say she's lucky, but she's put into a difficult position... I understand that it can be possible to love more than one person... to be attracted to certain qualities in different people... but to choose only one... can be hard... and if you choose them all... it can be lonely... huh. OMIGOD, OMIGOD, OMIGOD!! ONE OF HER "GAY" FRIENDS IS THE GUY WHOSE CONFESSED HIS LOVE TO HER!! OH NOES!! HE REALLY LOVES HER?!?! MORE THAN THE OTHER GUY HE SAID HE LOVED?!?! and wow... he really can change personalities so quickly... one minute he's all cutesy and crossdressing... the next he's just so... bold and ... >.< oh my, my poor little heart really can't take all of this!! oh... but the guy he said he liked likes him too... but i wonder why he's acting so cold towards him now... oooh...OH!! NOW THERE WILL BE A GREAT FIGHT!! A FIGHT TO WIN HER OVER (hhaha, funny how they think they can just win her at times... but i like her too, ho ho ho.. she's a very likeable main character) OH WOW! OH WOW! OH WOW! *eyes sparkle* now the girl is fighting the guy (the "gay" one) who tried to steal her away from the "two" that she loves!! and it's a swordfight!! and if she loses, she will become his!! IT'S A BATTLE!! WOW!!
oh my... so he gave up chasing her... well, not really "gave up"... just submitted to his feelings for the one he TRULY loved, in a way... ^^ i'm glad he's happy, though... he deserves happiness... and I'm happy that he's happy~ oh no... i am also uncertain as to who the wonderful heroine should choose... but it kinda pains me that she is choosing the older brother right now... i wish she could be with both!! haha, must be great to be loved at times... ^^ *smiles* But I'm ok with just "loving"... hm... I think i'm pretty good at it, haha!! not like it's a talent... but when I love something, I love it wholly... it just makes me so happy~!!! Even loving things that aren't "real"~!! NOOOO!!!?!?! SHARING THE SAME ROOM NOW?!?! HOW CAN IT BE---!! THE GIRL AND GUY ARE SHARING--- WHAT HE SAID!! "TONIGHT"?!?! >:d he better not lay a terrible hand on her!! *brandishes a sword* haha XD wow!! I'm turning les... just kidding~!! *giggles* OH WOW! SHE REALLY KISSED HIM!! DAMMIT, HE WASNT SUPPOSED TO WAKE UP FROM SLEEPING!! oh wow~!! oh well, as long as she wants to be with him, it's ok~!! ^^ because he really loves her, too... huh... poor younger brother though... o_o he was the one that she FIRST fell in love with! eep... oh... poor girl and guy... the guy started to try to "make her his" (haha, that's confusing) on the couch... so she said "im sorry! i didn't mean to kiss you! i mistook you for your brother, so i did it!" ... and he stopped, saddened by her words... because she was the only person that he didnt want to hear that from...
WAAAHHH! IM SUCH AN IDIOT!! although i havent used names, or told you the title of the series, im still kinda spoiling some things!! OOOH~!! *beats self up* *hits head against computer* how terrible of me! I'M THE WORST!! well, things are disrupting my happiness right now... GAH!! I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OR DO OR SAY!! i want something to happen.. then i dont... i want there to be something when i view it... but then i dont want there to be anything... -_- i give up at myself, too
 ExplosiveFunGirl · Sat Jun 16, 2007 @ 02:02am · 0 Comments |
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