random head line... yeah.. but now, i have about 800 pieces of gold!!!!!!!! yay.. i''m kinda rich.. *sigh*... i'm cutting myself more now... and i'm also throwing more daggers at walls.... and I almost killed someone again... *sigh*.. life's gotten more depressing... I've lost practically all contact with my dads side of the family. Something is wrong with my dads pager, my dads uncle is in china b/c hes sick, and my grandma in germany doesn't pick up the phone.... (mom and dad ar divorced, just so ya kno)... my life is so horrible.... i wonder why i haven't commited suicide yet.... and, i have to study for the SAT and I have to make time in my hectic schedule for kungfu/shaolin.... I'm so sad... AND, i suck at drawing which is really bad, because i like drawing but i'm not good... now, i have to go to bed because I hear mom coming... *sigh* I WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!! xp
 Lonely_Riceball · Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 04:51am · 0 Comments |
